Dylanne wins again!

Dylanne won the free throw shooting contest again this year! I wish I had a picture, but I forgot the camera. She was very hesitant about doing the contest this year. She couldn't decide if she wanted to do it until the day before the contest and finally decided that she would give it a try. We got to the contest and she started practicing. There were 5 girls in her class competing and during warm-ups she wasn't doing that great and I worried that I pushed her into it and she was going to be mad at me if she did really bad. When it was time to go, she was up first and did amazing! 11 free throws in 2 minutes! I was so proud of her and she was very proud of herself, especially when she got her trophy! We are so proud of her!

I Have Some Catching Up To Do!!!!!!!

Okay, so I have been off the blogger wagon for a while and I guess it's time to get back on. My wife pointed out to me the other night that the last time I udated this website was on Dylanne's birthday, so I guess I have some catching up to do.

The rest of the summer has been full of fun and excitement, with a little trouble mixed in to keep it interesting. I figured I would just update by person instead of trying to piece everything in order.

Micheala - Kla has been getting use to using the diabetic pump. It has not been an easy road, but a road that is getting smoother. She really has a great deal of anxiety when we have to change her pump site. It is a painless process and only has to be done every 3 days, but she still gets all worked up about it. We have good days and bad days. Some days she'll really embrace the fact that her and her daddy are a lot alike, and other days she'll say that she doesn't want to have diabetes anymore. There's been a few days in which she had some moments that absolutely broke my heart. On day she asked me who gave her diabetes and I had to tell her that I did. We had a long talk about it afterwards in which I stressed that being diabetic didn't mean she was bad, just that she had to take extra special care of herself. I also walked in on one of her friends tell a group of kids at our house that "having diabetes is bad and it means you're going to die". Once this kid spotted me, they were quick to change their story. Kla didn't react to what was being said, but it just made me wonder, why would anyone say such hurtful things around her. She is now a 4 year old preschooler and really loves going to school. She is doing quite well and is managing her diabetes in school really well with the help of our school nurse. She has just started dance, which seems to be the highlight of her winter.

Dylanne - Heather and I have tried to focus more on Dylanne as she seems to find herself on the back burner most of the time. We have spent some one on one time with her really pushing positive enforcement. She is super smart and is really progressing well at school. She is losing her hair and nobody seems to have an answer why. Right now they are saying it is due to stress, but who knows. My heart breaks for her as she sometimes gets dumped on by her friends. Dylanne by all means is no angel, but on a few occassions, mom and dad had to sit in talk with a crying child after some mean and hurtful things were said to her. I chalk it up to growing up and am trying to teach her to be nice at all times and things will come full circle. Dylanne is starting cheerleading camp this week and will be performing this Friday at the football game. She has also started dance class and really enjoys dancing with her friends.

Heather - well the whole cancer thing has resurfaced which pretty much puts my life on hold. It is very scary having to wait for test results and think about what or could happen. Luckily the lumps in her throat are going to be treated with medication and an additional, more scary cancer that was believed to be present, ended up not being present. Heather and I have talked laetly about how we are in a "good place" right now. Despite some of the scares that we've had and our busy agendas, we love the way things are going. Heather just started a new job with the Health Department and really likes it so far. I'm not real crazy about it only because now I have to get up early in the morning and take the kids to school.

Mike - what to say about me. Hawkeye football is in full swing and that consumes many of my thoughts. I have been busy painting cornhole boards for people, which is nice to make some extra cash and I love to do it. The insulin pump has changed my life, not only health wise but mentally as well. I seem to have a more positive outlook on things and quite frankly stopped caring about what people think of me and my crazy ways. I just figured that I am having fun, and that's what matters to me. I really love this time of year because I get to spend every other weekend with my parents at Hawkeye football games. I wish my wife was able to come, but somebody has to watch the kids. Soon enough Heather, soon enough. My job is still up in the air. The Linn County Board of Supervisors seem to think that shelter care is not priority, even though that all the shelters in Linn County and Johnson County are currently full of kids. In the last 2 days we had to turn 8 kids away due to being full. I think there is a need.

I hosted the 2nd Annual Schrock's Black and Gold Blowout on September 26. This year my neighbor and I built a 9' X 12' screen and projected the game outdoors. The early rain was a bit of a scare, but it cleared away and 75-100 of our friends and family got to watch the Hawkeyes upset Penn State. The evening was highlighted with many beers, plenty of food, great people, an airbrush tattoo artists and everyone dressed in Hawkeye gear. Alan Brecht won the annual Keepin It Real award for showing the most Hawkeye spirit by dressing in the full Hawkeye uniform. Although the party takes a lot of little pety work, and is stressful in preperation, it was all worth it in the end. Thanks to all that came. Below is a picture of the party right before game time.

Dylanne is 6!

On July 20th, Dylanne celebrated her 6th birthday. My how time flies. We held her birthday party on Sunday the 19th in which family and friends joined us for walking tacos and cake.Dylanne next to her cake that Heather made for her.
Dylanne wanted a skateboard for her birthday. I wish it would have come with a first aid kit, although so far so good.
Dylanne really enjoyed all of her gifts and the fun time with her friends and family.

The best part of Dylanne's birthday is talking about the night she was born. We tell her about the tornado that hit in Cedar Rapids during Heather's labor. She thinks that it is funny that the nurses said we should have named her Storm or Rani.

Chicago White Sox

I've been very lucky in the month of July for one reason. I got to see the Chicago White Sox play two times in one week. On July 5th, John Harris, his son, his son's friend and I went to Kansas City to see the White Sox play the Royals. Even though we lost the game, we had a great time. On July 9th, the same group of guys went to Chicago to see the Sox play the Indians. We lost that game as well, but again, had a great time. I find it amazing how even as a 32 year old man, seeing Major League Baseball, still leaves me speechless.Picture of the scoreboard in US Cellular field in Chicago.
A picture from our seats in Chicago.

I forgot my camera for the Kansas City trip, but we had awesome seats for that game as well.

Blank Park Zoo

A couple weeks ago, the family and I went on a mini vacation to the Blank Park Zoo in Des Moines. It was a great little getaway and definately worth the time and the money. We had a fun time and the girls, who love animals, were laughing and smiling the whole time.
Here is the girls in front of one of the huge fish tanks that the park had in it's indoor exhibit.Here is all of us on the train.

Both of the girls really enjoyed feeding the animals, especially the goats.
Here are my favorite gals watching over the giraffes. What a great time and nice day with the family.

Schrock Summer Report

Well, it's been a couple of weeks since I have updated this blog, but I have been busy trying to keep up with all of the riff raff, better known as summer. So, since it is 4:30 am and I am at work with nothing better to do, I thought that I would give a little rundown of our summer thus far.

As some of you may know, I run a Baggo league from my house called Urbana Independent Bags League. I started it last summer and it is basically a gathering of neighbors and friends on a Saturday night for a grill out and a Baggo tournament. In the spirit of competition, I keep statistics and publish them on a website www.uibl.blogspot.com for the participants to follow. I rank players throughout the summer based on a point system that I developed. The whole purpose was to have an alternative source of entertainment that doesn't involve spending loads of money, includes families and is a safe place to drink some adult beverages and not worry about driving home (or at least for some of us). It has been quite successful and word has gotten out around town about the league resulting in more interest from others.

Dylanne completed her first season of coach pitch softball. She was on a team that had some boys and some girls, but they were all kindergartners. She did very well, although her attention span was lack there of at some points. I did work with her a bit in the yard, but she is just more interested in putting on dresses and playing girly stuff right now. Because of my work schedule, I was only able to see 1 of her 5 games, which was a bit heartbreaking for me, but I know that in the future I will be able to catch more of them. She also completed kindergarten with flying colors. All reports on her final report card were excellent as she has really grown this year from an academic stand point. Speaking of growing, she has really shot up this past year. I look at a young lady now and can't believe that it seems like only yesterday she was a baby. Heather and I struggle a bit with her sometimes "diva" attitude. Her attitude is up and down depending on what seems to be the day. I am really proud of Dylanne for the way that she has handled Micheala's newly diagnosed diabetes. She makes an effort to not eat in front of Micheala when Micheala cannot eat. She also has been an excellent friend to our neighbor boy, Austin, who is getting ready to have a bone marrow transplant this month to help his leukemia. We've had long talks about what Austin is going through and she has made an excellent effort to play with Austin before he spends time in the hospital.

What can I say about Micheala? Her strength has been incredible this past month. She has completed her first year of pre-school and thinks she is going to be in kindergarten next year. I have explained to her numerous times that she has one more year of pre-school left, but she refuses to believe me. Diabetes is going really well for Micheala. Her blood sugars are running normal, she is on a good diet and eating regimen and is doing her shots and blood sugar testings without throwing a big fuss. As far as her Chiari Malformation, that is going excellent as well. She is sleeping much better at night, which results in Heather and I getting rest as well. Micheala has taken a huge interest in gardening this summer, thanks to our neighbor Erica. She has planted numerous flowers around the outside of our house and can name all of them. She is also growing some tomatoes and peppers in a mini garden. Micheala and our dog, Mika, have become quite close over the last month. I'm not sure the dog appreciates all of the affection all of the time, but at night, Mika is always looking to lay with Micheala. One thing about our neighborhood is that there just isn't very many kids for Micheala to play with and she sometimes gets pushed aside by Dylanne and her friends, so she has become best friends with Erica, our neighbor. Erica does a fantastic job of letting Micheala help with her various outdoor projects. and Heather and I appreciate the patience Erica has with her. Although Micheala can get cranky at times, she still has that happy go lucky attitude that always can make you laugh.

Heather and I are doing great. We think that we have reached a point of "living" once again. Heather is busy at work trying to budget the various youth programs in Linn County and has been under some stressful deadlines as of late. She fractured her cheek bone last weekend while horsing around at one of our Baggo tournaments. She still has a bit of a black eye and some discomfort, but she is surviving. I am proud of the research and learning that she has done in regards to Micheala's health because she really didn't know all there was to know about diabetes until Micheala's diagnosis. We haven't had to visit that "cancer" word with Heather as of late, which is refreshing. She is currently thinking of taking another shot at her Masters degree in the near future. I am still working at the Linn County Youth Shelter. As most of you know, the flood destroyed our building last year and we are currently at a temporary location at the Linn County Detention Center. We were suppose to have a new building by now, but FEMA, the board of supervisors and other parties involved have been held up, causing a delay in our future. June 28th is a big day for me, as the board of supervisors have been kicking around the "need" for the Linn County Youth Shelter, and our future will be decided on or by that date. I have all the confidence in the world that we will continue to have a program, I just have to wait and hear it officially. I spent all of last week working on our house, as we got it appraised. I painted the living room (green) and our bedroom (magenta/periwinkle), as well as doing other repairs that I could do with my little knowledge in home repair. I have painted a few garages this year and sounds as if I may have a few more to do by summer's end. I enjoy painting and use it as a stress reliever.

Our family has also enjoyed our newest member, Braylon. We are so fortunate to have Chris and Joni live so close to us and can visit them at any time. Braylon has really grown and is absolutely adorable! The girls think he is awesome and always want to hold him, but Heather and I try to hold them off, as we see how they treat their dolls.

All in all, things are going great thus far. We enjoy being outside with our neighbors and friends. We are happy that we are finally moving forward health wise and can get back to doing the things we love to do. Heather and I talk at night about how we could never handle some of the things we've gone through alone and thinks it only makes us stronger, which I sure is true for a lot of families.

Here's to a great rest of the summer for all!

Micheala Update

The past couple weeks have been pretty busy. We are doing doctor's appointments, which seems like every other day, on top of doing our "everyday" business. Right now we are trying to regulate Micheala's blood sugars. She barely takes any insulin at all, due to her being in her honeymoon period. A honeymoon period is when Micheala's body puts up the last little fight to produce insulin, causing her to have low blood sugars. The honeymoon period can last for days, weeks or months; there is no way of telling. We are fighting low blood sugars in the mornings and at night and our doctor has been adjusting the insulin accordingly. Micheala is also not a very big eater, so we have to force her to eat, which is a battle. She has become more accustom to the blood sugar checks and the injections. She says that they don't hurt, but gets herself all worked up prior with anxiety, which causes her to put up a little fight. Needless to say, Heather and I have been watching her like a hawk. Heather is starting to get the hang of things and I am learning some new things as well.

She still has her crazy attitude and personality, so the diabetes has not slowed that at all. She has taken an interest in gardening and has planted numerous plants and vegetables in our yard. She has gone back to school and things there have been good.

Never for a moment did i ever think that Micheala couldn't handle diabetes, I just never wanted the opportunity to find out that she could. She is getting a better understanding everyday of what she has and what it means. Today she saw a commercial on TV for some candy, she looks at me and says, "Dad, I can't have that, it will make me sick, it's got too much sugar". I looked at her, smiled and said, "Yeah but you know what, we can eat all the God Damn cheese that we want too". Maybe that's only funny to us diabetics.

The other day, our little neighbor boy with lukemia, Austin, told Micheala that she just needs to remember to be brave. Every once in a while, Micheala will say, Austin told me I need to be brave, and this helps her with her injections.

Dylanne is doing an excellent job of being respectful towards her sister in regards to eating. While we don't want to deny Dylanne the satisfaction of a deserved treat, we ask her to eat it away from Micheala. She does this and understands why she has to do it.

Heather and I are exhausted, both mentally and physically, but we do not let that slow us down. We are trying to maintain a normal lifestyle with family and friends, but sometimes find ourselves too tired. We've both had our share of sleepless nights and have to test Micheala's blood sugars a few times overnight.

Heather and I would like to thank all of our friends and family for supporting us the last couple weeks. Most people still see Micheala as the fun loving 4 year old and not the "diabetic girl", and that's all that we ask. We appreciate all of those who are eager to learn how to care for Micheala so they can spend time with her without Heather or myself.

Finally, St.Lukes is interested in doing a story about Micheala and some of the adversity that she has gone through. It's more of a hospital PR, but I figured, if it does happen, maybe this can be a way for Micheala to reach out to other kids her age going through adversity and let them know that things will eventually be alright.

Micheala........

Happy Mother's Day to all of the mothers out in blog land! Today my wife and I celebrated Mother's Day in St. Lukes hospital. Let me explpain and I'll start from the beginning.

Heather and I had Micheala take part in a study down at the University of Iowa about a month ago. The study tests children of Type 1 Diabetics to see if they have the signs of becoming a diabetic in the future. If the test comes back positive, then that means that your child would have a chance to become diabetic and the University would like to study the child to see if the early signs of diabetes can be identified much earlier. Well Micheala's test came back positive, which was heart wrenching for me, but it was not a 100% sign that she would be diabetic, just that she has a chance. Over the last week, Heather and I started to notice the symptoms (extreme thirst, frequent urination and mood swings). We tested her blood sugar at home and it was high, so we headed to St. Luke's to get the official diagnosis.....Type 1 diabetes.

Micheala will be hospitalized for a bit to regulate her sugars and is already doing better. She still has lots of energy and the hospital staff complimented us on being "so alert" to the symptoms. She did not get sick or dehydrated like I did when I was diagnosed, so we have skipped some of the scary parts of diabetes, but we know we have a long road ahead of us.

On a personal note......I am crushed. I never wanted this to happen to any of my kids as I struggle to keep my diabetes in check. I guess now I will have to refocus and buckle down on my own health to encourage Micheala to do the same. I have trouble understanding why Micheala just can't seem to get a fair shake in life. I find myself very guilt stricken and wish I could undo it all. K'la and I have always had a special bond and I guess now there is one more thing that we share.

Micheala turns 4!

With all that has been going on with Micheala, we added a birthday party to the mix. On April 19th, Micheala turned 4 years old. We had her party on the 20th, with Grandparents, neighbors and aunt Joni and Uncle Chris. Micheala set the land speed record for opening her gifts, so we didn't get many pictures. It's amazing how fast she has grown. Thank you to everyone that came.

Micheala verses the MRI

Friday was the day that was weighing heavy on Heather and my hearts for quite sometime now. We had many concerns and unanswered questions regarding the health of Micheala and the results of her surgery from last August. As many of you know, Heather and I grew concerned with Micheala about 2 months ago when she was display some odd behavior. She was wetting her pants in the middle of the day, having alarms at night, staring off into space and at times was acting "out of character". So after meeting with our pediatrician and making calls into our surgeon, we had set up an EEG and an MRI to get an idea of what may be causing these symptoms.

The EEG was done at St. Luke's in Cedar Rapids> The EEG was done to rule out any concern that Micheala may be having some seizures. Thankfully her EEG was good and there were no indications of any types of seizures, so that left us with the MRI.

Friday we traveled down to Iowa City, where my cousin Lani was to perform the MRI. Initially we were told not to feed Micheala due to her having to be sedated for the MRI. Lani approached us moments before the MRI about trying it without sedation. This required Micheala to lay still in the MRI tube for 15 minutes. After some convincing, we talked Micheala into doing it. So our brave little girl, scared and unsure of what was going on, laid on the table, put on the headphones and entered the tube for her MRI. Heather and I were able to stay and comfort her by holding her hands and basically just being in plain sight. She eventually got comfortable and made it through the MRI with flying colors. I am simply amazed by the strength that Micheala has by doing something that she was scared to do and by trusting Heather and I when we said, "We'll be with you all the way and we promise it will not hurt".

Next we met with the surgeon, who reviewed the MRI results and indicated to Heather and I that Micheala is fine. He explained that the initial surgery would show us instant changes, but it is a progressive recovery. The area in which Micheala had surgery will continue to shrink, but we will still see some episodes along the way. He tells us that we should only be concerned when the area stops shrinking, which will be measured with an MRI every six months. So, long story short, she is doing well and things are going as planned.

Thank you to everyone who has though and prayed for Micheala throughout this journey of hers. I have to believe that it is all of your strength that makes her brave enough to go through all of her tests and treatments. If anyone has questions about Micheala, please feel free to call either Heather or myself.

Welcome Braylon Christopher Shaw!

Today we welcome Braylon Christopher Shaw to the family. Joni and Chris had him this morning at 4:32 am and everyone is doing well. I thought I would post a few pictures to show off this beautiful baby boy, but I'll leave the details for Joni and Chris to share.

New Look Hawkeye Garage

So I got tired of the ragged Tigerhawk that I painted on my garage 2 years ago, so I decided to fix it. Truth is that when I did the original tigerhawk, I hurried through it and settled on something I wasn't real proud of. Well, those that know me, know that this wasn't sitting well with me. I hated looking at it when I would walk into my garage. I was also quite annoyed that I have been painting other people's garages and my garage looked the worst. Thought I would share what I have done. This was also a way to help me forget about my swelling gums. I used the same template as the helmet I made for my neighbor's boy, so you will notice they are the same, with the exception of the size.

Close up of the original tigerhawk on my garage wall. Looks pretty shitty in my opinion.
Another picture of the original tigerhawk. Still looks shitty from a distance.
The "new look" garage, the hawkeye football helmet.
Another shot of the "new look" garage.

Passing Time to Forget My Pain

What started as a sinus infection, soon became my worst nightmare. On Saturday, I started having some pain in my sinuses, so I got some meds to fight off the sinus infection. Once the sinus infection was gone, I still had some pain in my jaw, so I went to the dentist. Turns out I had a couple fillings that were out and some teeth that needed repair. So I had to get one of my wisdom teeth pulled and had a decision to have another tooth root canaled or pulled. I chose to have that tooth pulled as well because the root canal was quite a bit more expensive than to just have it pulled. So with a world of pain in my mouth, I am spending most of my day resting, due to pain medication and the rest of the day trying to find things to do to take my mind off the fact that my mouth hurts like hell. So I decided to make a Hawkeye Football helmet for my neighbor boy, Dylanne Harris. I used cardboard, crayons and black paint. I thought it turned out pretty good and it beats buying one of those "Fathead" things in the store (which go for about $100). Here are some pictures of the finished product.

Micheala visits Hawkeye Nation

Today I got to take Micheala, John Harris and Dylan Harris down to Iowa City to tour the Hawkeye Football facilities and the Iowa Athletic Hall Of Fame. I felt it was important to teach Micheala the inner workings of Iowa Football, as well as giving her a history lesson on the legendary Hawkeyes. Ryan Neilsen gave us a tour of the football facilities this morning. We got to see all of the offices, locker rooms, film rooms, weight rooms and even the press box. Micheala really liked the visitor's pink locker room (go figure). She also thought the pool in the training room was cool as well. Next we went to the Iowa Athletic Hall Of Fame. Micheala liked shooting baskets on the old Hawkeye floor and enjoyed the touch screen history lessons on the Hawks.Micheala at the entrance of the Hall Of fame posing with Hayden Herky.
Micheala shooting baskets on the old Hawkeye basketball floor.

Center Point Urbana Free Throw Shooting Contest

On Saturday, Center Point Urbana Elementary School held their annual free throw shooting contest. This was Dylanne's first year to participate. The object was to make as many free throws in one minutes time. For the younger kids, they lowered the basket, moved them closer and had them shoot with a smaller ball. Dylanne practiced a couple times throughout the week and it was very frustrating for her, but she decided to go through with the contest anyway. Much to our surprise, Dylanne got first place for her grade, making 4 baskets in one minute. She got a trophy and was so proud of herself. Heather and I were very proud of her as well and hoped that she learned a lesson in trying things she's never done before. Thanks to John and Denise Harris for helping out as well with practicing. Both of their kids, Dylan and Jay got first place in their grade level as well.Here is Dylanne with her trophy.
All three of the kids with their trophies. Dylanne, Dylan and Jay. Good job kiddos!

Urbana Independent Bags League (UIBL)

Hello friends and family. With the weather starting to change on us, I have been getting things ready for the second year of the Urbana Independent Bags League (UIBL). For more information on the UIBL, you can vist the blog that I have set up for the league at www.UIBL.blogspot.com or just click on the link on the right. If anyone is interested, please let me know. It is by all means, not a commitment, you play when you can. It is set up to give families another option for Saturday evenings.

Happy Valentine's Day!

I just wanted to take a moment and say Happy Valentine's Day to the love of my life!

2009 Winn'ter Kickball Tournament

Team Frozen Tea Bags: back row (l-r) Greg, John Harris, Mike Schrock, Chad Hansen. Front row (l-r) Erica Leidtke, Donna, Denise Harris, Heather Schrock, Deb Hansen. Being held, Jason Leidtke.

On January 31, we played in a Winter Kickball Tournament put on by the local bar, Winn's Alley. It was a lot of fun as we went 2-2 on the day and got 4th place out of 7 teams. We were all very sore many days after the tournament, but will definitely do it again. The field was completely covered in snow, accept for the path that was plowed from the pitcher's mound to home plate. It was a great day and we had a lot of fun with all of our friends.

Update

Sorry, I've been "off the wagon" with this blog and I apologize to everyone. I thought that I would take a few minutes to update all of you on the Schrock family.

Micheala: I figured I would start with the potential "bad" news. Micheala is starting to have her episodes again. I guess Heather and I thought we were in the clear, but there is a possibility that we are not. We have noticed that Micheala hasn't been sleeping well lately, so Heather had her sleep with us one night and hooked her up to her monitor. Sure enough, our worst fears were confirmed and she had alarms throughout the night. What does this mean? This means that we have an appointment at the U of I hospitals on February 18th and we'll know more then. To say that Heather and I are struggling emotionally with this is an understatement. Heather is specifically taking it hard and I'm trying to be the rock. we talk about it until we're blue in the face, hoping that our simple discussions will make it go away. All we can do is hope and pray. It is very disappointing to know that there is a high possibility of our daughter going under the knife again. I wish it was me. As always, we will keep all of you updated. Otherwise, she is doing well. She loves going to school, her and Dylanne are starting to become good friends and playmates, and she loves to dance.

Dylanne: We hit up most of you to buy Girl Scout cookies, as Dylanne is trying out Girl Scouts this year. So far, she likes scouts. She did an awesome job of selling cookies. Her goal was to sell 150 boxes of cookies, she ended up selling 222 boxes, which makes her one of the top sellers in her troop. Thank you to all that helped her cause. Dylanne's attitude has been a bit of a challenge for Heather and I. She is so sweet at times and just a terror other times. Heather and I searched for answers and we think that we unintentionally placed Dylanne on the back burner while going through Micheala's medical situation; resulting in Dylanne thinking that we don't care about her as much. So to try and reverse her thinking, we have been doing a lot of one-on-one things with her and trying to really reward the positive behavior. We are happy to report that we have seen results, but I am fearful of falling back into that rut with Dylanne if Micheala's medical situation resurfaces. It's been a real challenge relay to Dylanne that Mommy and Daddy love her very much and that Micheala just needs so extra attention right now. I think she gets it a little bit, but I understand her anger.

Heather: She just celebrated her 7 year anniversary working for Linn County! She is hard at work and has a schedule that has been full of travel. She's spent time in Washington DC, Minneapolis and soon will be in Michigan. Her focus has been a bit foggy lately, as she can't get Micheala off her mind and has been without a lot of sleep lately. I know that I am the sounding board for her, therefore get a lot of her frustrations directed at me. She's trying to get back into grad school, but will not be able to until we find out Micheala's results. She really has relied on her great friends to help take her mind off of things, as she worries a lot. I have been trying to encourage her to be more optimistic about things in life and try to laugh a little more, a job that is easier said than done. She is tough and will grab the bull by the horns when she needs to.

Mike: What's to write about me. I have been ice fishing, because it is my therapy. I can sit out in the freezing weather all day, not catch a thing and still be having a good time. I have been addicted to facebook lately because I have been talking to people that I have not talked to in a long time. I try to enjoy life as much as I can. I love to laugh, but would much rather make other people laugh. I like hanging out with friends, but also like nights at home with my family. I am excited to be an uncle and my sister is getting close (April). I currently have a very busy schedule so I sometimes feel as if I don't have enough time for everything that I would like to do.

That's us in a nutshell. I wish that I could have just wrote, "Everything is great", but life doesn't always deal us the best poker hand. So we will play the cards we've been dealt and hope for the best.

Girl Scout Cookie Time

Dylanne is a girl scout! Can you believe it? Actually she is a daisy which is the youngest group of girl scouts, but still. She is having fun. She is very shy in the group of 40+ girls. They meet once a month and do little activities about serving God and our Country. I think it's great.

Well with all of that being said it is cookie time. I know this is a shameless plug, but in case we don't get to your house if you want to order cookies just give Mike or I a call or leave a message here and I will check it. She really wants to sell 135 boxes for a chance to win a wii and ultimately 200 boxes for a really neat girl scout camping chair. We are trying to make it to everyone's house, but we apologize if we don't. We can mail the boxes to you too if you live a ways away.

Conversations with Grandma Brenda

Today would have been my mom's 55th birthday. The day has actually been more difficult than I had thought. I have been thinking a lot about my mom today. Micheala must have been thinking a lot about her too. Tonight while doing dishes Micheala was talking about my mom a lot and said, "Grandma Brenda told me that I don't have to pick up my toys and I can still get a bunch of new ones." I asked Micheala when Grandma Brenda told her this and Micheala said, "today." Micheala seems very sure of this and who am I to argue with her about her conversations with Grandma Brenda? I can argue with her about picking up her toys though and I am sure I will.